This is about The Zombies’ ‘Leave Me Be’, and about how memories won’t leave us be. The song itself appears towards the end of the fifth mix in the The Shoebox Selections series, bookended by The Sea and Cake’s ‘The Ravine’ and Jimmy Holiday’s ‘Would You Like to Love Me’, which is about as good as it can get. It is a quite impossibly beautiful sequence, and if anyone ever asks what I achieved in life or what good I did in the darkest days of 2021, then it would be more than reasonable to point to this holy trinity of softness, yearning and melodic bliss.
Do I need to
spell out how exceptional a song ‘Leave Me Be’ is? It speaks for itself,
surely? What has bothered me is why I had the CD this appears on stowed away in
a shoebox at the back of a cupboard. I don’t know. I suspect it’s because it is
one of an absurd 17 bonus tracks on a Repertoire digipak CD reissue of The
Zombies’ first American LP, and as such it has always seemed wrong. There is
something about context informing how we hear things, and there is a big thing
about how we first consume something feeling like the right way forever more.
I first heard ‘Leave
Me Be’ as the third track on a compilation of The Zombies’ Decca singles, which
came out in 1976 as part of a series called Rock Roots. It is an absolutely
incredible collection, from ‘She’s Not There’ through to the gorgeous cover of
Little Anthony & the Imperials’ ‘Goin’ Out of My Head’. The sleevenotes are
by Jonh Ingham who was writing for Sounds at the time, and he mentions
how The Zombies left Decca to record Odessey & Oracle, “one of the
finest statements to emerge from the late sixties”. This was the first
reference I would have seen to this treasure, which I bought many years later, on
another Repertoire CD, with only 16 bonus tracks this time.
Jonh, and this was
also when he was documenting the early punk scene, talks of The Zombies’ Colin
Blunstone having one of the “most subliminal, haunting voices”. I guess I first
fell in love with his singing as a kid, back when one of the familiar Radio 2 staples
was Colin’s gorgeous hit, ‘Say You Don’t Mind’. Many years later that was the
reason I bought a CD of his 1971 solo set One Year which is one of the truly
great LPs for me, and I think Chris Gunning’s arrangements are exquisite,
particularly on the adventurous interpretation of ‘Misty Roses’, very definitely
comparable with Nick Drake and Robert Kirby, or Claus Ogerman with Sinatra and
Jobim. The wistful softness of Colin’s singing on that Zombies collection
certainly connected when hearing Love and the Pale Fountains a little later.
I feel pretty sure I bought
The Zombies’ Rock Roots in the branch of OK Records along Bexleyheath
Broadway. That long-gone shop has been on my mind because of the absurdity of
Jonny Trunk selling a t-shirt with the OK Records logo on, though he admits he
knows nothing about the store. If it is our OK Records then the shirt
should be orange which is what their plastic bags memorably were. In the
interests of fairness, I should add that apparently there were also branches in
nearby Welling and Dartford, but I do not recall ever going to either, and have
no recollection they were even there.
My local OK was,
well, okay. The cool place was Cloud 9, which was more or less directly opposite,
and which I have written
about before. That was the place I had an
emotional link with. OK, for me, was just another shop. I can’t remember the
staff or anything much about the window displays. I can recall going in there
regularly in my teens, after school when I popped out for a bit of shopping, so
I guess we’re speaking 1978-ish through to 1982 when I would have gone in
there. The chief attraction for me was
its discount section, made up of what I now realise was old stock from
elsewhere, surplus stock a few years old, vinyl and cassettes, remaindered or cut-out
or whatever.
I developed the habit
of taking a chance on a title in OK for one or two pounds, often filling in
gaps in my musical knowledge. So, the sort of thing I bought there, dead cheap,
ones which I recall, were the first Dr Buzzard’s Original ‘Savannah’ Band LP, and
a Billie Holiday compilation, which had ‘Until the Real Thing Comes Along’ on which
I loved, and I was delighted when a little later Tracey Thorn picked it for her
NME ‘Portrait of the Artist as a Consumer’ thing, and wondered if she
had bought the same cheap collection. Here, I should add, you can sense the
influence of Ian Penman writing about Torch Songs in the summer of 1980. What
else? Oh, things I still have, like James Brown’s Soul Classics Vol. III,
and War’s Greatest Hits. Haircut 100 were always talking about War in
their early interviews, if I remember rightly.
Another OK purchase,
early on, was a Small Faces’ Rock Roots LP. Each title in the series
featured an old Decca record player prominently on the front, and I would have
played The Zombies and Small Faces sets on something similar, though mine was a
Ferguson model, a Christmas present one year from my mum, the best gift ever.
God, I played that Zombies LP so much, though I suspect I played the
accompanying Small Faces title even more. This was also a collection of their
Decca singles, and, as with The Zombies, this is what I, ahem, immediately
think of when someone mentions the Small Faces. There wasn’t a lot else easily
accessible for the young mod without means in 1979.
The Small Faces’ liner
notes were written by Rosalind Russell, and I have a sneakin’ suspicion I read
somewhere that the Purple Hearts got their name from her opening paragraph,
which was about the original mod era. I could be making that up. Rosalind, at
that time, wrote for Record Mirror, and she has the dubious honour of
being the first music writer that I ‘followed’, as in looking out for her
byline on a feature or her name on the reviews. I read Record Mirror a
lot as a kid, and I guess from the summer of 1976 through to early 1978 it
formed the perfect bridge from Look-In in my pre-teens to the more
mature world of Sounds and the NME but never Melody Maker,
except when they had a free Orange Juice flexi or Marine Girls on the cover.
Record Mirror
was strange, really, back then, in the sense that it covered the pop spectrum.
I like the fact that one week they would have Alessi on the front cover, and
The Clash the next. Until very recently I didn’t realise that scans of the
paper are available online. Over the years certain things have stuck in the mind
about what I read back then, but I have always been terrified of having those memories
shattered. Sometimes I have strongly suspected I made certain things up. Other
times I have been almost alarmed at the way some curious piece of trivia has
haunted me.
Let me give an
example: I was a huge XTC fan when I was in my early teens, and I can recall
Andy Partridge having a Top 10 of his favourites printed in Record Mirror
about the time White Music came out in early 1978. For some reason I
found it intoxicating because I didn’t have a clue who a number of choices even
were, with the exception of The Ramones, and Can who I knew only through the
hit ‘I Want More’. I have always had at the back of my mind that it was Andy I
first saw mention Sergio Mendes, and rather worryingly it turns out I was
right. Among his other choices were Judee Sill, U Roy, and Tony Williams’
Lifetime. And, trust me, most musicians’ ‘star choices’ were as dull as
dishwater, although credit to Nick Lowe who chose Tobi Legend’s ‘Time Will Pass
You By’ as his number one.
Another Rosalind Russell
feature that stuck in my impressionable mind was a piece on ‘superfans’, which
ran in the 4 March 1978 (my 14th birthday) edition, which had XTC on
the cover. Part of the piece was about a group of kids who followed The Jam
around. These were the Southend and Stratford Mods, and there was a great photo
of them, as well as quotes from Grant Fleming, 17, who had just got a 50p mod
three-button suit from a jumble sale. So, apart from Rosalind being light years
ahead of Fred Vermorel, here was a mention of the mod revival a good year
before it really took off. I am sure I am not alone in being smitten. I
desperately wanted to be a mod too, even if I didn’t have a clue what it was
all about then. So, yeah, that really stuck in the mind.
And, here is a nice
postscript: early in the new millennium, when I was writing for the Tangents
site regularly, I enthused about a new Small Hours anthology, and got a lovely
response from their old bass player Kym Bradshaw, who had also been in The
Saints. Interestingly, his email address was in the name of Rosalind Russell,
which tickled me no end. I was tempted to reply and ask whether this was the
same Rosalind who I loved when she was writing for Record Mirror, but
guessed it was probably just a coincidence. It wasn’t: the Rock’s Back Pages
profile for Rosalind mentions she’s married to Kym, so there you go.
Small Hours were a
great band, actually. They very definitely provided the highlights of the Mods
Mayday ’79 live album, and their three songs were reason enough to buy it
(and yes I think it was in OK Records, which was unusual in itself for a new
release), along with the gorgeous cover photo of Robert S. Lee on his Vespa.
Not on the original compilation, but on an expanded CD edition, is Small Hours’
cover of Doris Duke’s ‘Can’t Do Without You’, which was also going to be a
single, but characteristically they contrived not to release it. I mean, how
cool can you get? You’ve got all these groups bumbling around covering the
Velvets or Stooges, but Small Hours say: “Well, actually a bit of Doris Duke is
more us really”. It works brilliantly, too, with singer Almond Hand sounding
suitably Bobby Paris-like.
And, appropriately,
Bobby’s immortal ‘I Walked Away’ is on Capitol Soul Casino, one of the
great early Northern Soul compilations, which I remember getting in OK for a
couple of quid. What else? Oh, lots of old soul and disco collections, which
seemed to fit in with the new breed of eclecticism espoused by Orange Juice and
Postcard Records who changed everything at the end of the summer of 1980. I
remember getting a couple of Philadelphia Int. Records’ Phillybusters
LPs in OK, thinking that fitted neatly with Postcard, the OJs, the O’Jays, and
all that.
Then also dovetailing
neatly with the Postcard or Orange Juice disco populism strand were the (still
treasured) It’s All Platinum and All Platinum Gold compilations I
got in OK for next-to-nothing. I guess part of the appeal was as a kid loving
things like The Rimshots, The Moments (Laura Nyro knew!), the godlike Sylvia
(Robinson), and The Whatnauts, who were all present on these collections. But
it was some of the less familiar tracks that really got me, like Linda Jones’
astonishing ‘Your Precious Love’, which was a big John Peel favourite, Chuck
Jackson’s ‘Love Lights’ (where I first heard the great man), Retta Young’s
‘(Sending Out An) S.O.S.’, Larry Saunders’ ‘On The Real Side’, Brother To
Brother’s ‘In The Bottle’, and Calender’s incredible ‘Hypertension’ which I
have a strong suspicion Edwyn Collins, appropriately enough, included in his
‘Portrait of the Artist as a Consumer’ for the NME in 1981-ish. I could
be wrong. All I remember is that there was this, or something similar All
Platinum-related, plus a George McCrae song which was not ‘Rock Your Baby’, and
Jack Kerouac’s The Town and The City. I am surely not clever enough to
have made all that up?
Talking of having
memories verified, while also on the theme of a punk and disco interface and
that Postcard and mod revival ethos of “can’t dismiss what’s gone before,
there’s foundations for us to explore”, then this is for the idiots who still
write about punk in 1977 being at the opposite end of the spectrum to disco
apart from Moroder/Space. You know what I’m talking about. All those books, all
the documentaries. Well, in July 1977, when The Jam released ‘All Around The
World’, it was raved about by the singles reviewer in Record Mirror, one
Geoff Travis. I mean, there may be many people called Geoff Travis who were
into cool music in 1977. I only know of one, but I have no idea if it is this
one. It is where I first came across the name Geoff Travis. Why it should have stuck
in my mind I have no idea, but whenever anyone mentioned Rough Trade I always
wondered if Geoff did reviews for Record Mirror in 1977. I was too
embarrassed to ever mention it or ask anyone, wondering if my memory was
playing tricks.
It stuck in my mind
because of that rave review of ‘All Around The World’, a record which changed
my life. I first learned about it through this review, and the photo and
Geoff’s words seized my imagination. Shortly afterwards I heard it on Noel
Edmonds’ Radio 1 Breakfast Show, saw the group on Top of the Pops and, best of
all, on the first of Marc Bolan’s TV shows. Oh boy, I read that singles review
page over and over and over ’til I memorised it: “Paul Weller’s guitar
explosion in the middle is like a quick journey to the centre of the earth”. It
was Geoff’s single of the week and he insisted it would be a number one.
Another thing that stuck
in the mind was Geoff’s enthusiasm for both punk and disco. So, in addition to
The Jam, he froths about The Sylvers, Emotions, Isleys (“Ernie’s guitar
streaking like a seagull into the sunset”), Silver Convention and Johnnie
Taylor. He had kind words for Showaddywaddy’s take on Marv Johnson’s ‘You’ve
Got What It Takes’ (a big favourite here at the time, I am not ashamed to say).
He also raved about Snatch’s ‘Stanley’ / ‘I.R.T.’ Bomp import (“this pair are
going to be stars”) and ‘This Perfect Day’ by The Saints who would in a few
weeks also be on Top of the Pops, upstaging the Pistols, with Kym Bradshaw on
bass and the studied boredom of the Harrington-clad Ed Kuepper. Geoff wrote
about ‘This Perfect Day’ that “as the world’s most committed new wave soul
fanatic I can only say it’s a shame this won’t ever get played in a US disco.” That
all kind of destroys a whole host of enduring narratives, doesn’t it, whoever
this Geoff Travis was? Maybe, just
occasionally, it’s a good thing that memories don’t leave us be.
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